I dreamt I took my daughter to a spiritual event and it felt like is not ending. The event was intended for kids and teenagers. My daughter is 24. The event was in the house of one of the facilitators I know in real life, but it was not a regular house, it had an Amphitheatre were the event was happening. I was as chatting with Sacha for the whole time. While we were talking I had a sense that kids is a very sensitive subject for her. When I asked if she has kids she didn’t answer but said something and my intuition told me that she had a child who died. I held Sacha in my arms, like I would held a child: on my lap, her head on my chest, while she was sobbing and let go of her sadness and sorrow. When the event was over and my daughter got to meet me, a big guy who was helping the facilitator of the event, told me that the payment bounced back due to some language translation issues. I went in the event amphitheater and ended up to a bathroom which was actually a shower. There were few showers there. Sacha also came, but she went with a guy into men showers area. I went in women showers and while I was having my shower, I had my clothes on and there were ladies outside rushing me to get out. When I got out, walking back through the amphitheater, my ex husband was there helping the event with IT stuff. I was very surprised to see him there bonding well with everyone and being very relaxed and happy. When I got out I took my daughter and go home. In the way home Sidonia, a widowed friend who just had the 1 year anniversary of her husband passing, asked me if I go to the place where she had the celebration, to take all the black clothes and donate them. She didn’t want any black clothes for herself.
Your dream is rich in symbolism and layered meanings, offering insights into your emotional landscape, relationships, and perhaps unresolved issues. Here’s a detailed interpretation of the various elements present in the dream.
The setting of a spiritual event in an amphitheater suggests a communal space focused on healing, learning, and transformation. An amphitheater, often associated with performances and gatherings, could symbolize a stage for personal or spiritual development, reflecting a journey you may be undergoing in your own life.
Accompanying your daughter, who is 24, to this event indicates an inner desire to connect with her on a deeper level, as well as a protective instinct to guide her. The fact that this event felt like it would never end might suggest feelings of being caught in a prolonged situation or emotional cycle in your life, possibly relating to the process of nurturing or mentoring.
Your interaction with Sacha, who likely embodies certain emotional or spiritual qualities, is crucial to understanding this dream. The sense you have regarding her sensitivity to children could mirror your introspection about motherhood and loss. Holding Sacha in your arms symbolizes a nurturing role; this act of comfort might express your own need to heal from past experiences—perhaps connected to your daughter or your personal experiences of loss or emotional struggles.
The intuitive feeling that Sacha might have a child who died may reflect your own fears of loss, grief, or unresolved feelings about your family’s past. This part of the dream indicates a desire for emotional connection and perhaps a need to grieve your personal or collective losses.
The issue regarding the payment bouncing back could represent feelings of inadequacy or a sense of unexpected complications in your life. This moment may symbolize an unresolved conflict or an area in which you feel blocked or unsupported, possibly in relation to your daughter or even your own pursuits. It indicates that you are grappling with a sense of 'owing' in a spiritual, emotional, or relational context.
The bathroom and shower scenes are particularly significant. Showers are often symbols of cleansing and renewal, indicating that you may be seeking a release from accumulated emotional baggage. The fact that you were still clothed in the shower suggests a feeling of being unprepared or unable to shed certain layers of your identity or responsibilities, implying you might be struggling with issues of vulnerability and exposure.
The rush of other women to get you out signifies urgency, perhaps pointing to societal pressures you feel regarding expectations of femininity, motherhood, or societal roles. The division of showers between women and men could indicate feelings about gender roles, boundaries, or the need for a safe space.
Seeing your ex-husband thriving and engaging well with others may evoke mixed feelings. This could symbolize a reconciliation with your past or indicating that you’ve moved past certain conflicts, finding peace or understanding about your previous relationship. His relaxed demeanor might represent a liberation from the tensions of your shared history, suggesting that you are in a place of acceptance.
The conversation with Sidonia brings the theme of grief and letting go to the forefront. Her request to donate black clothes, traditionally associated with mourning, could echo your own journey of coming to terms with loss. The action of donating the clothes represents a cleansing of old attachments and moving forward, reinforcing the theme of renewal that runs through your dream.
In essence, this dream encapsulates your emotional journey related to motherhood, grief, connection, and self-acceptance. It suggests that you are processing feelings of responsibility towards your daughter and the emotional weight of past losses—including your relationship dynamics and experiences related to children. The healing aspects, fluid movements between spaces, and encounters with significant figures indicate your readiness to navigate and possibly reconcile complex emotions surrounding love, loss, and motherhood as you seek a deeper spiritual and emotional understanding and connection in your life.